this is to my jordee who sadly died when i was 7 and a half months pregnant |
My little girl where are you now? Cant you tell me in a way somehow? Why did you leave me, why couldnt you see Just how much i needed thee You left me alone no one to hold near You left me alone with all of this fear I cry for you the tears never go away I think of you every single day You left me feeling empty i wanted you so Just how much you will never know ! I was your mummy for such a short time Why have i been punished and what was my crime? For this , its the worste pain i could feel Even though to some you wernt even really real Why didnt you take me with you why did you make me stay? I could have come with you and all day we could have played! Together mummy and baby as happy as can be But its all gone now and no one can see They look at me like i have no right to cry But baby i didnt even get to say bye-bye I went to sleep and when i woke they said you were gone and my heart broke Then they gave me a box and said it was you You had been cremated completely through and through Ashes is all that is left of you now And i know i have to say goodbye somehow So my jordee girl we have to do it right Your soul has to take its one and only flight Its time my love to say bye bye And together we will have just one more cry Just you and me as i put you to rest Jordee i honestly did my best ! Forgive me for not keeping you safe For letting you go alone to some unknown place Ill picture your little hand in mine And together we will spend some time Im putting you to rest in the safest place i know My grandads here hes right below Love him as he would have you He will look after you and guide you through My sweet little girl i leave a rose for your heart I dont want to leave you why should we be apart? But i have to be strong all mummys do One day you"ll be proud of your mummy too So goodbye my JORDEE CAROLE HUNT i love you so just how much you will never know love always mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxx |