worst way to miss someone- sitting right next to them and knowing you can't have them |
Watched you walk towards me Wished you would spare a glance A smile or nod Wished you would notice You got closer with every step Could you have been ready? Ready to look or smile or nod... No You changed direction Looked to the ground I saw your jaw clench Feel you tearing farther from me God you're so stubborn Why do you do this to me? To you? I'm hoping one day you'll realize All suffering is self-inflicted And maybe when we're both big scars We'll come to terms with that But I'm also hoping That it won't take that long I'm ready to plunge head first Into the pain And come back up Better for it and free But I can't make it without you For as long as you hurt I will as well Every time I try to surface You're the cement block around my ankles Making me sink back down Down to you And I'd love to be there Just not surrounded by the pain So let's not drown in it darling Let's help each other through Because that's what friends do And that's what we're supposed to be That's what you said you wanted I hate it when you make me doubt you I saw you as someone I could trust Don't tell me that you lied. |