Already Dead

Demons dance inside my head
Fires burn around my bed
Pain erupts from my soul
I know in my heart I wont grow old
Tears flow down my face
Pain I caused won’t erase
Pain I've felt won’t disappear
Old pain seems to reappear
This misery never ends
For my heart will never mend
The demons keep dancing around
I can’t say anything, not a sound
My body's numb, I cannot feel
Everything in my life isn’t real
The only thing I know
That stays the same as I grow
Is the pain deep inside
That stays and kills my mind
Destroys everything inside me
And won’t ever let me be free
It drains the life from my heart
Rips and tears my soul apart
Kills my soul yet keeps me alive
It wont let me really die
Although inside I’m already dead
This pain never ends