Cutter

My blood pours
Yet my spirit soars
I'm elated
That my heart is tainted
Without pain
There is no gain
Is what I say
Every day
And yet I fear
When my friends are near
Will they see
The pain thats me?
Will they cry
And watch me die?
Or will they guffaw
While I saw
Away at my arm
Simply to cause harm?
My skin is raw and red
And my blood is staining my bed
It drips to the floor
But I still want more
Without pain
There is no gain
But I find I'm not gaining
Only maiming
Take my pain away
Take ME away!
Save me!
Help me!
Please...