Inside a teenage mind.

Inside the teenage mind.

Every thing around is a constant struggle with my mind and soul so why do I fight it all the time shouldn’t I just let take over and make who I am suppose to be or fight against it and not conform to the pressure of society.

This is something that I tell myself every minute of every day.

So why do I still feel the need to conform to the dickheads that are always saying things behind my back, always making fun of and how I dress and look. But who knows they could say nice things to me and not paying me out, yeah they don’t pay me out they are my friends. Yeah that would be great.

This is something that I tell myself every minute of every day.

Sport why are you so uncoordinated you are useless at all you do so why try you are lame you cannot even throw a tennis ball properly or even kick a ball in a straight line it is pathetic. But who know one I might be a super star soccer player or maybe even run in the Olympics for my country. Yeah I that would be great.

This is something that I tell myself every minute of every day.

She will never even look at you so why are you trying to even talk to her, hey look she one of the people that continuously laugh at you, I cannot believe that are even thinking of even talking to her. But if I spoke to her I might find out that she is a really nice person and she might like me for me. Yeah that would be great.

This is something that I tell myself every minute of every day.