Just a bit of coherence to go with a bit of pain and suffering.... |
I can hardly look at you anymore The grey of your eyes, the shield of your pain I should be glad if you pushed me out of your core Looked at me angrily and buried me in disdain For I suffer for your sanity I suffer for your soul Lost in unsounded vanity I cannot bear to watch you lose control I wish I could forget your energy I could only hope to forget your gaze When now there is only taciturnity In your eyes there is only a devout haze And so I shall cry for you tears of a lifetime I shall give eternity an ocean to bear I shall beat my fists against the sky Lose my reason as I gasp for air And with every tear that falls, I shall die My insides sobbing for losing what should have been mine Your pain has been chiseled into me I have taken on the burden of your woe Though sadness has confounded me And though I am doomed to profound misery I will take the despondence with the woe I will suffer so that you shall never know That deep inside I am filled with ire Burning for you without tire And this is why I can no longer be near you As I hate myself indefinitely when I am with you -10/30/04 (7:57 PM) |