Poem 1.23.05

all this frustrationconfusionattraction

is making my head hurt

and you should really stop being so cute

and you make me laugh too much

and i wish you weren't quite so amazing

because it hurts, it fucking kills me

that you don't want to take a chance with me

not that i blame you, of course

funny how the thing that breaks my heart the most

is when you say you love me

because i wish you truly loved me

but you... you're not even willing to try