Voiceless

Okay - All right, Okay - All right...
I've heard the voiceless endless fright.
It's been my loveless, saveless night..
Repeated till the dawn of light;
When courage is restored & I feel I can fight.
But it won't be avoided, try as I might..
To keep myself hidden just out of sight.
Noone hears my pitiful plight.
So I wait in silence for days to be bright.

Okay - All right, I know it's been..
Their failing, wretched, Godless sin..
Ever waiting, watching, and then...
Finding, following, breaking in.
Only me to hurt - all over again.
Where have my Guardian Angels been?
..To not have noticed, or sought to tend
My frightened heart - or tried to mend
The damage done when they didn't defend.
I listen for them in the breath of the wind.

Okay -All right, So where did I go?
What did I find, and how do I know..
If being here still is not just for show?
I whisper my prayers soft and low..
As I meditate under the moon's tranquil glow
And all my pain, in a kiss I do blow
Some answers will come as I continue to grow
The lessons I learn, in my mind I will stow..
To help me prevent any future helpless woe.
My shame I will send on the wings of a crow..
And never again be silent for the sins of a foe
Ever after creating my own free energy flow.