Questions

Why did he do that when I know him so little and he doesn't know me because after all three weeks shows nothing but the outside and I sense that he would never understand something so complex as what he wants and I wish he could believe I never wanted something like this because I never wanted to hurt anyone and if I knew him better I could try to help him but he doesn't know me at all because I barely know him and I don't want to even talk to him anymore because I hate the way he looks at me and I feel violated and cruel?