Not Whole

When death seems so far away
I don't want to live another day
There's nothing here to make me stay
For the end of my life I do pray.

When life seems so full of regret
My place, it seems, has not set
The tears on my face feel so wet
Whatever I'm missing I cannot get.

When friendship seems so not worth it
They are all so full of wit
On my mouth and hands I sit
I take the lighter, have it lit.

When love seems so not fair
I have no idea what to wear
But what does it matter, why do I care,
There's no point when you're not there.

When the lies seem so true
I always listen to the crew
They know what's fake, can see through,
Why the fuck does it have to be you?