Where do I go from Here

Where do I go from here?

Where do I go from here?
Now that there's no more tears.
So much deception and hurtful lies,
no longer the angel in your eyes.
I once thought the answer clear,
that I was the one that you held dear.
But now it is clear to see,
you're no longer in awe of me.
The cycle of pain once more begins,
as I forgive you; yet again.
Should I do it one more time?
Will you finally be all mine?
Can you love just me only?
Is my future cold and lonely?
Tell me, Where do I go from here?
Maybe I'll just have another beer.