Anger like I’ve never felt I’ve never hated someone so much Never been so hurt in my entire life So disgusted My stomach bubbling It feels like I’ll throw up I gag over and over Crying hysterically The only thing I can imagine doing Crying forever All happiness sucked from my person Incapable of clear thought Incapable of any emotion other than pain Everything hurts all at once My entire body just fails I cant walk My body only capable of crying Betrayal of the worst kind Of a friend And of the mind Someone I trusted In one moment our friendship given away In one night I cant be angry though She’s sorry She knows what she did She knows how I feel And she regrets it Forgiveness given My mind though The worst betrayal of all It still aches It burns to think of that night The night my world changed The night everything changed I never knew sadness until that night Why? Still fresh in my mind But Why? He’s not sorry He doesn’t care He understands He just has no feelings How Attractive… I care about everyone Everyone could care less about me that’s not why I care though I care because I love I love because I’m me I cant forgive my mind Maybe in time I’ll forget him And Forgive myself |