my screen name is bigmama1016. my life isn't perfect, but i use writing to help me through rough times. my mother died when i was eight years old, march 2 2007. i never met my father. my grandfather adopted me because child services was gonna take us away because mama was on drugs. he didn't have to adopt the others because they were almost grown. i think he would have if he had the money. any, I am very interested in gay love. I love writing and reading stories like that. I didn't see that many on here so I decided to make some of my own. A love for me is my main object and goal.