I'm not in a good place in my life right now, but then it seems like I've been in this place forever. And writing it out like its someone else's life makes it easier to handle. I'm a mother and a daughter. My own mother died only a couple of years ago, very suddenly. I'm unemployed and have always wanted to write something other than a diary.But I figured, I only seem to write in my diary when its something bad - be they events, feelings, people.. So I thought I'd try on here. Seen as I can't password protect documents on my laptop. I fear ridicule and mockery for wanting to express my mental anguish in regard to my life. It happens often.