a sinner's vow

When have I ever said that I'm worthy of love?
I'm too ashamed of myself to ask for something I should not have
Not until I atone and cleanse my soul
For the guilt takes away beauty from everything, making one like a helpless fool
be it theft of what is precious, or scarring the feelings of those I hold dear
If I can make amends and fix it, then I hope your forgiveness becomes near
Near this sinner who once used the darkness of his heart as a veil
And now seeks to cast its remnants away, to make the devil's plot fail
So, await my return, when I drag myself from the filth of evil that is begging me to stay
Only then, my loved ones, can I finally look you in the eyes and say:
"Forgive me for I have sinned"
"Embrace me for I have atoned"