A look at my personal life and thoughts.

What will my future be like?

Man, I played too much PS4 today. I feel a little numb. I only wrote for a half an hour. I think I would best f I read tomorrow – for an hour or more. In my present mood it is hard to write stuff. I just have to remember what I heard on as site that said long hours are okay as long as you take extended breaks. If I do that, I will naturally do more writing and reading.
My mom is watching a Star Trek series – I don’t know which one.
My mom at all my ice-cream. She doesn’t care.
Chad called me. He was playing Injustice. I still have not watched that link he sent me about a Han Solo and Jar Jar Binks parody. He said it was funny. I am looking forward to Star Wars 9 to come out where Binks will turn to the dark side. That will be cool. That may cause people to actually like him. Lol. It will be different to see him with a lightsaber. In the comics Binks was actually over Darth Sidious. I wonder if they will put some of the comics into the next installment.
Chad is moving his stuff to the other house where he and his older brother will be living. He will have to take the bus to work. Chad just got one of his five incoming replicas that he bought online. One of them is Jar Jar Binks.
I did not get up early enough to download Battlefront 2. I’ll try again tomorrow.
Tomorrow we will hear from the guy who owns the tree that is breaking the walls. I don’t know if insurance will cover removing a tree. It is a very tall palm tree.
Jim just came home and Nimue and Merlin were barking like crazy. Merlin’s bark is really annoying and ugly. Jim is getting fed up with it.
I’ve been wondering about my future. I do not want to be taken care of my whole life. I need to write that book. I keep delaying.
Weather wise it has been pretty nice in the daytime. It is cold at night though. I do not walk to the store anymore at night. My mom and Jim are afraid I’ll get sick. Jim and my mom say my meds lower my immunity. I have not been sick in years though. Overall, I can do much more than they both think. Things have changed. The Clonazepam seems to qualm my anxiety. But the Lord has not told me either way regarding a job. I still do not think God wants me to have a job. Yet I truly believe if I publish my book, all will be made clear.
Well, that is it for now. Goodnight.