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| One of the most difficult things about living in Thailand is not being able to speak the language. It's hard enough to exchange ideas when it's just Nada and me, but in situations like today, when her nephew has come to visit, I feel more isolated than ever. I am unable to join in the conversation, and yet I don't want to appear ignorant, which is a challenge I am glad doesn't happen daily. I'm not crying in my beer, but not having people around me I can relate to and talk freely with has become an issue. Thankfully, I spent an hour last night speaking to my best friend, who lives in the US, on Skype. Our brief conversations helped relieve my feelings that I was a long way from home. I never was much of a social butterfly, and although my reclusive ways are natural to me, they are not helping me settle into a new country. Meeting other ex-pats isn't easy. For some reason, most people I come across are standoffish at best...and at worst, are simply ignorant. I guess they didn't move to Thailand to hang out with other Farangs. I admit that I am just as guilty as those I point the finger at because when Nada and I go into town after dark to a restaurant, the number of foreigners I see walking along the streets makes me long for the low season to come around again. But no matter the situation, there will be positives and negatives, and so far in my journey, the good far outweighs the bad. In a way, I'm glad I burned my bridges back in Australia. Subconsciously, I must have known there would be days like today, when I miss seeing faces that look like mine and hearing people I can understand and converse with. Fortunately, there is nothing worthwhile for me to go back to, and unless I am forced to leave by ill health or by the Thai authorities, Australia offers little incentive for me to return. It's only been ten months since I arrived in the land of smiles. I'm beginning to learn some Thai, although I will never understand the language. Luckily, Nada helps a lot, and without her support, things would be less enjoyable. She does translate when I want to speak to the locals we meet, and yesterday, while we were out on our walk, we came across the same lady we met two weeks ago. She's a beautiful soul, who is my age and owns four cows that she tends to daily. She and her son live in a tiny shack that just a few weeks before I remarked to Nada about how people could live in such conditions. Yet despite living in such poverty, this lady is always smiling. I asked Nada to translate for me. I offered the lady some money, and at first, she looked surprised. Then her pride kicked in and she waved her hands to say no. I bowed and asked her to please accept my gift...and so, she did. It wasn't much money to me, and the truth is, it wasn't about the money at all. The amazing feeling I got as we walked away was unforgettable. Knowing that one good deed was only a small part of my mission...that my being here isn't just about what Thailand can do for me, but what I can do to help the Thai people. |
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