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A poem a day each April, for Katya the Poet's Dew Drop Inn

#1087411 added April 21, 2025 at 10:17pm
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Brian tells me he cannot even brush his teeth
but he can grind them, gnash them, bite
he masticates a bitter testimony in the dark

He is not seeking help, an answer or solution -
the only one he sees is death, and he will not do the deed
because he has to leave correctly, go with honor and
because he does not want to harm

and with all the problems permanent,
there is no hope no dream no promise
every dawning is too much, each night too late
no one calls, nobody knocks, none care

He is focused on the morally corrupt.
Musk has purchased a repulsive prez
the monks are sleeping with disciples
preachers reach for widow's pittances
and everyman is grasping,
me me me

The land is full of Lyme disease
he will not walk into the woods - besides, the Trumpsters
live too close, their signs say Fuck Your Feelings

and his feelings, fucked, raw nerves exposed
he almost wails the words I never had a chance

what with a father like the one he got, the devil
or a demon or at any rate adulterous and cruel
and with a mother who would pray for miracles
and stay despite the damage to her self and son

he tries he says he tries he tries and he is doomed
but to be honest I cannot discern the trying

He has requests: to be struck dead, please,
by assassins or in some random, fast attack -
to be extracted, drunken driver cutting down his path,
really anything that does not require him to act

For this he asks and asks and asks

but the world, indifferent, spinning,
carries on with other tasks.




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