A nothing from nowhere cast his words to a world wide wind, hindered by periphery. |
i lost three days, or three years. who knows? i lost memory, steam escaping time-warping mech in my addled head. i lost you thirty years ago to what? was it my simple ignorance? i lost memory of then. this machine is a trap forcing me relive fictitiously, fill in the gaps of time with false memory time warping mech addles me as i count lost days i'm lost in a daze who knows how long spent here? i managed to lose you the gaps of time reappear as often as disappear inside this space i'm lost in that old gaze steam escaping like time, i wander my white rooms with and without you, fiction, embellishment of your face that addled me on the day i left was it my ignorance? i managed to lose you just as i lose three days, years or thirty years of my life, reliving, recreate second chances parallel exist in time warping mech these recollections relived, trapping me ordinary life fills in many gaps that i manage to lose just how i lost you just how i lose time mech not a friend in white rooms traveled metaphysically we meet like dreams that reawake ignorance, an addled head should i continue looking in the white rooms for you? should i walk into shadows and hope time still exists, since i cannot reverse tides, just how i lost you and lost myself? i think it's time i think it needs to end break all the clocks 4.26.22 |