Meth: a Ticking Timebomb Gone Viral

The Shame I Feel

Hi...the last four months of using meth have taken their toll, but, I'm ready to try again. To rid my life of this drug that takes so much from me. My health, which is showing the signs of age and the constant bombardment of this poison, is suffering immensely. The price I pay is too high...emotional, physical, mental and financial.

So, here we go again. I haven't used in five days, and I'll be facing the horrors of withdrawal any day now. I will see it through, with the help of the medication I sought from my doctor. I'm booked in to talk with a Counsellor next Tuesday, which will be ongoing and one on one.

I'm sorry to everyone who has offered their support. I feel like I let you all down, but worst of all, I have let myself down. That said, I can't afford to focus on this or allow the disappointment to hamper my efforts to find a new way to deal with the childhood trauma that still plagues my life. This will be the focus of the treatment I seek, and although I am not convinced I can do this, I am going to give it my all in trying to rid my life of meth.