Past Present and Future musings : my Big Nutty Spiritual life! |
Hello y'all my dear readers and peeps ๐๐. As we head towards the mid July check point, I've been very blessed! This week I saw my new pain management Dr. He was compassionate as mine was in Oregon. He wasn't there to judge me but to heal me best he could. He's competent and has helped many over the years. I received treatment and by the afternoon felt beyond better than I had for over a year. I'm thankful to be able to help my sister with the housework more. To feel well enough to put more effort and energy into my writing projects. And study more Torah, Zohar/ Kabbalah Etc! Reading a book on Rosh Hashanah ( Jewish New year ๐๐) It's couple of months away but there is a lot to be learned of it. It's also a time of reflection ๐ช and giving thought to what transpired over the past year. We are to reach out to those who we may have hurt or disrespected Etc. And try to ask for forgiveness. This year the people whom did it to me, are out of my life. I doubt they will reach out to me with an olive ๐ซ branch. Which is truly sad... Instead I look forward and appreciate the folks who are family and friends ๐๐. I didn't create the ones who let me down or have control over their actions. The ones who stuck it out with me, either in person or virtual have chosen to be real and supportive! They say if you have one real friend you are very lucky. I have many and feel very blessed!!! This blog is my go to, first ๐ฅ and where I will continue to be. Hugs and thanks ๐๐ Have a very awesome weekend ๐!!! |