The Absence of Wavelength

Lost (by the digits on the wall, 148 entries to go) (MV)

Please Take Me Home
Song by The Bird and the Bee


Lost on an island with some joker who just jokes
Incessantly
And some singer won't stop singing, is it her or is it
Save me, save me, save me From the wicked things I see
Take me, take me, take me To a place I'd rather be
Please, will you take me?
Home
Will you take me?
I don't even know if I'd even know the way without you
Now
Will you take me?
Please
Will you take me?
There's too much to say but you'll say that I am much too
Tired tonight
Will you take me?
Home
Will you take me?
Carry me inside, like I carry you, you carry me inside
Will you take me home?
Tell me how you missed me while you kiss me
I've been gone for much too long
Going crazy, making babies keeping house and singing
Fill me, fill me, fill me With all the love I'd ever need
Kill me, kill me, kill me I would kill myself to please you
Please, will you take me?
Home
Will you take me?
I don't even know if I'd even know the way without you
Now
Will you take me?
Please
Will you take me?
There's too much to say but you'll say that I am much too
Tired tonight
Will you take me?
Home
Will you take me?
Carry me inside, like I carry you, you carry me inside
Will you take me home?

9.4.23

Why am I always the woman in these songs?

Victimized and Gaslit

I don’t control the narrative, so I write.
So, strangers will know.
And when I get to know them, tables turn.
It’s me on the other side, again, as they’re
spinning, spinning, spinning
spinning, spinning, spinning

Not my hamster wheel…
Not my…

It does feel like I killed someone.
The drama queen puts the revolver in my hand.