From June 21 Onward

A Long Day...Of Sleep

June 21, 2002

         Well, here I am again. It's still the
same day, I know. But I went to sleep at 6am
and woke up at 6:30pm, so it's a new day to
me.
         So...What exactly makes things so
crazy at the moment? Well, my best friend
wants to cut it off. She says she has her
reasons, but she doesn't want to tell me. She
says we've "grown apart". Maybe she has, but
I'm still standing here watching her go. I just
don't understand sometimes.
         I just told her that if she wants her
"break" or whatnot then that's okay. I told her I
respect her view even if I don't understand it. I
apologized for everything. It may get better
after all.
         But, of course, there's more to it. More
than I care to explain. I don't even know the
half of my problems at the moment, so I can't
really say much. This, like all things, shall
pass, but that doesn't make it suck any less.
         For now, I'll just sit and listen to my
emergency Bon Jovi song loop. Ah yes...The
soothing sounds of the 80's...

~ Dris ~