Sarah's Life

A collection of Stabbing Westward

"Thoughts disappear and hopes have died
But now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here"

"The truth and the lies so confused as one
I can't believe in anything sacred when I don't believe in anything"

"Locked in my memories
There's nowhere left for me to hide
But I am not real
I've made all I am with lies"

"I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe
That there is nothing,
Nothing left for me"

"You used me up and left me here for dead"

"Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more
It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse"

"So all that I believe I am essentially are lies
And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was
Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I"

"You wither
And you blister
I watch you burn and peel
It's not like you can save me"

"Give me back my mind"

"I've spent every moment since the day you left
In an attempt to rebuild a shattered remains of a pathetic life"

"I swallow the hate, betrayal, and lies
I swallow it whole and shove it deep down inside of me"

"I just can't learn to forget
Now I'm choking on the memories
Choking on regret
I tried, but I can't find a way to untangle all the pieces
After they've been thrown away"

"From the moment that you're born
From the moment that you're concieved
From your first step across the room
'Till you first learn to pee
You're filled with hate
Filled with lies
Force fed foolish pride"

"Voices whisper softly in the darkness
Cries of accusation evil lies
Voices echo screaming throbbing laughing
Peel back my skull and look inside"

"Someone screaming softly in the distance
I run to seek my refuge from the light
Until the darkness once more falls upon me"

"Will the weight of today
finally pull me down to drown"

"I thought you were my friend
that you were someone that I could turn to
Now I realise
that you were a friend when you needed something"

"I know your life is empty,
And you hate to face this world alone
Your searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole"

"The truth scares the shit out of me"

"And now there's nothing left to say
Well, nothing that you'd believe"

"A darkness grows inside me
in fading shades of gray
All the colors of the world
are slowly sucked away
I'm sinking ever deeper
to a place that's cold and black"

"It's hard to face the truth sometimes"

"I should be feeling so alive
But it feels like something's missing
Something's wrong somehow
It feels like something deep inside has died"

"And if there's one thing that I've learned from life,
it's that it gets you in the end"

"You think you're in control but you make me sick"

"Now I just can't believe
In myself or in anything"

"Some nights I feel like I have died
Or something deep inside is dying
I try to understand my crimes
But there's nothing here that really matters"

"Your soul, a pit of stone
The depths I wish I could have known
Dangerous, black and full of spite"

"You stare at me so silent, you stare at me so cold
I think you stare right through me, that stare has made me old"

"Your face flashes through my head, I swallow pain
So this is how it feels to be betrayed"

"Now all the empty promises are dead"

"I want you the fuck out of my head"

"Late last night I tripped in violent shades of green
A thousand voiceless faces were chasing me
I ran through air as thick as glue
From a thousand fucking faces that all look like you
Through night as black as hate my spirit fled
Through branches filled with thorns my eyes bled and bled
How could I ever hope to win this race
When everytime I close my eyes I see your face
When everytime I close my eyes
It just can't happen here"





~~Sarah