I knew this would happen...

drifting

It is seeming more and more like I have just let go, which is really not good at all considering how hard I worked to get a grip again.

Lazy?

This relationship carries on, and always back to some sort of dissatisfaction results.

So I thought that I would sort of go back to the journal, have read a few things and then will write down my thoughts fresh.

The most frustrating thing about this is that I am back at work, which is the land of short hand typing and also only chat short hand on line too.

Anyway
right off I have to say... there must be something wrong when all of your friends and family are questioning your relationship, when there is not one person who thinks it is good-then you must be fucking stupid to think that it is going to work.