Life as we know it sucks

Unreality

Cuurent Mood: disappointed

Current Music: Down - 311

10-3

6 MONTHS (+ 2 days)

Shane is the most amazing guy ever. I love him to death. Until death do us part - but not forever. I have never felt this way and I know that. Just the way he looks at me or talks to me or touches me. It all seems so unreal and special. I can't get over the fact that he's mine - and ONLY mine. I don't deserve him. He's too good for me, and yet I have him. No one else has him or ever will. I get to keep my baby. He says I'm too good for him. Ha. I've done more worse things than he has.

He just pisses me off, which is understandable seeing as I'm a girl and I go through so many moods a day. But I still love him. I won't let stupid swings affect me - or my decision to be with him. If I even think about it, I stop and wonder, what would I be missing? A LOT. I would totally regret that if I acted upon it. So, no Shane, you don't have to worry about that happening. Ever, in fact. I am in love with this amazing, cool, sexy guy and I don't know if I'll ever get over that or even accept that. I'll just always revel in the fact that he's mine and will always be.



Countdown:15,333

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but i threw you the obvious,
just to see if there's more behind you.
eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy
but i see,
see through it all.
see through, see you