trapped in a soap opera

yup i think im dead LOL

just kidding but if this journal was any indication i think i would be. this probably wont be long cause i jammed the shit out of my thumb last night. timmy (an old fuck buddy) and i have been hanging out for some reason. seems to be a little different this time--more like were dating or something. i went to his house for a new years party and he was giving me shit for not calling him for a week--didnt know i was supposed to. who knows what thats all about. we just hung out and watched movies today and tried to take a nap, but that didnt work too well cause the phone kept ringing. anyway hes a lil too redneck for me--im too open minded and dont plan on staying around arkansas forever. besides that hes a 29 yr old bachelor--kinda set in his ways. oh well ill have fun with it while i can. but my thumb is starting to hurt so im going to leave it at that for now.