trapped in a soap opera

well this should be interesting

well remember the other day i was talking about how me and timmy had hooked back up and things seemed different but i didnt know what was up with that. well appparently on new years he asked several times what was up but i didnt answer--oh well.i couldnt have sex that night so i do remember him asking if he needed to find someone else and i said that night he did.. well that pissed him off, though later he figured out what was up. anyway he was kinda pissed at me last night. we talked about it. i told him the truth that i didnt knwo what was going on--ive been through too much bullshit so i just take things how they go if it works it works if it dont it dont. he wasnt taking that as an answer--it was a mess. its just so weird to me to go from what we were a few years ago to whats goin on now and i dont knwo what to do with it. im confused as usual. oh well what else is new. well i gots to clean up--going back over there this afternoon to eat and drink a beer or two so im outta here.