trapped in a soap opera

guess ill have fun with it while it lasts

things are still about the same between me and timmy. cant quite figure out if i like him that much or not. i spent a lot of time over there last weekend. I just dont know how far it could go really so im holding back. I said he was redneck and thats the truth--granted, im a country girl myself. but just thinking about where im trying to go, mixed with trying to be with him just brings pictures of comic disaster. i dont want to stay around here the rest of my life first of all--i want to go places and do things. i can just imagine trying to figure out what to do with my t-shirt and jeans boyfriend at a company dinner LOL. oh well i guess ill just see what happens. i dont think hell be able to handle me for long...i speak my mind, and do what i want not sure hes ready for a girl like that. we'll see though.
well got to do the dishes and stuff i gotta run...