trapped in a soap opera

what will happen? who knows

well heres the story...i called timmy yesterday just because i figured that id run into him this weekend and i didnt want things to be strained between us because we have a lot of the same friends. anyway so we talked for a lil while. i drank too much caffeine last night so it took me a LONG time to go to sleep and i had a lot of time to think. he kinda told me what had happened long story but he had given up on me cause i wouldnt answer him. we just made a whole comedy of errors out of the whole thing. anyway so i talked to him tonight about it some--told him again what i said the night i wrecked. and then i told him that i liked bein with him but i wouldnt be upset if we werent. then i left it up to him. i told him to think about the things i had told him and decide if he just wants to try to start over or to just be friends or whatever. so thats where it stands now. anyway im tired cause i didnt get much sleep last night so im gonna go to bed. no class tomorrow but i do have to work. right now its sleeting--wish i had a class that would get cancelled so i could get excited about it but i dont