trapped in a soap opera

bored out of my mind

yes im at work and theres nothing to do today. one boss is out for the rest of the week and the other is at lunch. anyway things i guess have calmed down some. been drinking more than i probably should--course thats a change from when--i always drink too much. had to check to see what i wrote last. Anyway i guess i left out some information. Roy got married to a chick that we both know on what would have been our 6th anniversary (april 4)--guess he was afraid that after 4 of us that hed get the dates mixed up or something so he might as well make it on the same one. i thought it was funny. anyway i just dont feel like writing much anymore--kinda numb or something. kinda just feel like "fuck it" dont care anymore. anyway im gonna get outta here before my boss gets back and tries to read this.