trapped in a soap opera

i dont know what to do goddammit

im worried as hell right now. tim is in jonesboro at our house and im here and he cant breathe and jeremys not there either. he cant get ahold of anyone and im to far away with no transportation to do anything about it. he really needs to go to the hospital but wont, and i almost borrowed money from mom on wed to get him an inhaler, but didnt cause he was doing better at the time. i wish i was there. he cant even hardly talk to me its so bad. dammit i dont want to lose him, im really scared right now--im waiting for him to call back he was going to try one of his friends numbers again. dammit dammit dammit.