trapped in a soap opera

I hate this...

You would think the hypomanic episodes would actually be a good thing--all that energy right? No, my body doesnt have the energy but my mind keeps running and running--its like having adult ADD. So far behind and can't get anything done cause I can't concentrate on anything for more than a minute. grrr this is not good--well at least im going to the dr tomorrow about this. would talk more--i promise its all i want to do lately but getting really tired of sitting in this chair its uncomfortable.