Sarah's Life

Truce

Jackson and I spent 5 hours talking tonight. I think we've reached a decent agreement and things will be good on that front now. Thus, now the 2 really chaotic and unfinished things in my life (Jeremy and Jackson), have more or less had closure.

Time to figure out the 3 chaotic life situation... Me...

I always, always, always move from one relationship to another. Yes, sometimes there are periods as long as 3 months involved between each relationship, but I never end a relationship without someone else in mind to go to once I'm ready to move on.

This time is not much different...

Of course, there are people who I don't want to have knowing that, but I guess I've simply just stopped caring. For two reasons. 1) As much as I am attracted to this person, I have no interest in a serious relationship now and thus will not be persuing any resolution to that attraction (for now). 2) A relationship with him would be rather impossible given current logistics.

So I stay single for now. And think. Which is always bad for me, but I do it anyway. Time to go sit in my dark room with a few candles lit and just meditate a good portion of the night away.

~~Sarah

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