Life with an Addict

lack of trust

My husband left early last night and didn't return until this morning. He said he was at a friend's house and I know I should believe him but I simply can't. I have a bad feeling that I just can't shake. Somewhere, somehow he got his hands on money and gambled it away.
Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be able to trust your partner. To know that when he walks out the door you have nothing to worry about. When he goes to the store for milk he'll come home with milk