Prisoner of Your Own Mind

No Control

The painful realization of having no mental control over my thoughts and fears is at best depressing. In some way, my brain actually casts me aside and functions abnormally without my consent. I am in the background feeling helpless and useless under all the ambiguity and anxiety. Self control is and will always be a constant struggle for me to ascertain how to regain it. Since the struggle involves my brain and the many nueral processes occurring, I am somewhat at a great disadvantage.