The Snowflake Chronicles

Just Let Me Be

3 Nur 163 B.E. – June 6 – 7, 2006 A.D.

Just Let Me Be, leave me alone, get off my back. I have a destiny to fulfill; I know this without a doubt. If I didn’t have a specific purpose for being here, I would have died long ago. I would have suffocated in a refrigerator on my cousin’s farm in Oklahoma. There is a reason I’m alive today; a reason my Grandfather found me hiding in that refrigerator before I suffocated.

Just Let Me Be who I was meant to be. Wealth doesn’t bring happiness it brings comfort. Marriage doesn’t bring love or happiness, if I don’t like myself, if I’m not fulfilled being me alone and by myself; how can I be happy with or love someone else.

Just Let Me Be, let me write my journey of discovery and healing for all to see. Don’t tell me he didn’t abuse me … us when you know damn well he did. Don’t tell me that I … that we had a normal childhood when it wasn’t. Simply because you don’t want to remember doesn’t mean I have to forget. Simply because you don’t want to heal doesn’t mean I have to remain wounded, bleeding and afraid to speak my mind. Simply because you don’t want to hear the truth, doesn’t meat I have to keep the secret any longer.

Just Let Me Be, let me unpack the baggage I’ve dragged with me through life. Let me leave the suitcases and there contents scattered along the road. I want healing, I want to walk unafraid into the future, and I want to Just Let Me Be ME!