Journal

winter

So, uh, never mind about the other entry on sexuality. I'm actually just a plain old lesbian. And now that I've figured that out and am ok with it, it's totally awesome.

I had a thing going with my friend that I talked about earlier. She had a boyfriend though and even though she said that she planned to marry me and she was in love with me, she refused to break up with him. I went along with this for a while but about two weeks ago I ended it. It felt so, so, so good to finally stand up for myself and not let her hurt me anymore.

However, I now have a super intense crush on my roommate (who is bisexual), and I'm pretty sure she knows, so... it's awkward. Anyway, it's fun. I feel like a seventh grader. I've never had crushes before, and it's scary and fun and weird at the same time.


-Rosie