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A journal . . . whatever comes to mind. |
Saturday . . . I didn't feel like doing much today. My morning was spent in bed with a book. I ignored things that I need to do -- clean, laundry, etc. I just took the time for me. When the doorbell rang, I didn't answer. It couldn't be anyone who knows me. I'll probably worry about that later. Did I miss something important? Probably not. Lately, I don't want to do anything on the weekends. I take that back. I want to do things, but I don't. I let my lethargy rule my time. I guess that's because I spend so much time at work during the week. I get there early and leave late. Still, nothing ever seems completed. Tomorrow, I have plans. I'll catch up on laundry, do some work in the morning, and then go out to eat with a friend. I know deep down that the only thing on my list that will get accomplished is the dinner. The rest will hang over me all day. I'm not sure why I am a procrastinator. All I know is that I like putting off anything that might be difficult. I am intelligent enough to know that when I do this, I am just making things more stressful; however, I still do it. |