Once Upon A Shadow, Deep Inside A Dream

nothing shows

all I really need,
(does it show?)
all I really want.

forgive me,
(of it all)
don’t look!

what do I do?
(now? here?)
I am trying.

nothing,
(it will be so)
everything.

and yet,
(where)
He said so.

all I truly desire,
(and long for)
doesn’t have a name.

you try to understand,
(what)
am I?

it is not all I see,
(standing, sitting, falling)
am I blind?

screams!
(no more!)
to long for…what?

and now,
(see me)
doesn’t show.

where am I going,
(am I going?)
where did I go?

all it needs,
(you see)
it matters a lot.

see me,
(and the red eyes)
all here.

and nothing shows.