Just got the best surprise in a long time...from an anonymous person. |
Sorry I wasn’t able to talk yesterday. For some reason I just felt overwhelmed by everything….books, classes, the nominations. I think at some point it was just all too much for me to handle. I can’t go on like this, waking up everyday not sure how to pick myself up. I keep wishing that someone would show me how to not mess up again guess that’s something I have to figure out myself. My head was spinning from the time I woke up, I moved from class to class feeling like I was in a daze. I don’t really know much of what happened yesterday. Maybe I was just tired and I needed a break am glad at lest I made it home in one piece. Today is a new day and I want to make the best of it. My mum has been travelling this past week. She comes home today. Can’t wait to see her. Same goes for my dad who I have no idea where he is but I got a feeling I shouldn’t be worried about him. Things will get better, I hope they will…they have to. It’s the only thing keeping me going right now. Oh and be the way my dog Kismet said hi. He’s become so big I don’t know what he’s eating…I should put him on a diet. Don’t want him developing a weight problem. |