Internal musings and thoughts

Why?

                I wonder how many people ask this question throughout their lifetime?  The word why encompasses an infinite list that infiltrates the human mind.  My mind has been held hostage by this word sometimes providing
answers but has denied me also. 
               There has to be an explanation as to why this word takes precedence in my simple life.  I have entered a moment in my life where I have been asking why about everything.  I'm not sure if my life is trying to contemplate my path that I have taken.  Maybe it's trying to tell me to look deeper and consider what the future holds.  Could it be the future will have the answer to why?