Wondering about my Wanderings

feeling ill

On the eve of my sermon I feel anything but well. I wonder if it is the anxiety or just allergies or even the general stresses that come busting in toward me. I know only that I will get up before people and tell them that there is someone out there wanting to get in and know God in ways that they would not otherwise. In the meantime I need to figure out what this means for me who wonders if I am the only one wanting what only God can give, peace of mine, providence and hope.