Bluejay's Blog

Too much!

Life can be daunting at times. Not that I'm contemplating ending it - there's far too much to do and see and experience to even think about that. But, sometimes, it's just kind of overwhelming. There's so much to do and in most cases I'm the only one who can do the things that I feel need to be done. Unfortunately, one of my character flaws is that I tend to shut down when I get overwhelmed and then nothing gets done.

I've been here before and I'm sure I'll be here again. It is a little depressing, but I know I'll get moving again and catch up on all of the things I'm behind on and life will go on, but I think I'll just sit back for a little while and let the world go by.

Oops, I just remembered, there's something I have to do now. There's nobody else to do it, so I'd better get going. No time to feel sorry for myself right now - maybe later.

How about you? Ever feel like that?