A modest journal. |
| Saturday, May 30, 2020: After a 24-hour congregational fast, last night I attended a church βfire meeting.β To be succinct, I was disappointed. The music started off-key and unsynchronized; there was an undercurrent of strife on the βstage,β with lack of preparation evident. I tried to work through it, overlook it, press on, but then my family started chatting on a group message about an urn for my recently deceased sister, for which I received consistent, disrupting notifications. So, after an hour, and what seemed to be a final contrived call to prophesy, I left. How can anyone truly prophesy in such a disjointed atmosphere? My vacation was noticed, but I left unhindered and determined to make the most of what remained of the evening. |