The Horde

dealing

Ok, the last few days I have been struggling but not as bad as in my past. I know a lot of what I am feeling is the empty nest feelings. In time they will pass it is just getting to that point. My work days have been interesting but productive. I do get to build at least 3 chairs this morning along with my daily cleaning and manning the tills. This does not include all the stocking I will get to do at the same time.

At home I have not been active. I really need to be more active to help fight off the empty nest feeling. I do message my son each day just to make sure he knows I have not forgotten him. I want to go do something today I just don't know what. I sit alone. I keep trying but at this time i find no one there catches my attention so I sit alone. I never have been into the bar scene.