The Horde

Frustration

It's silly I know, but right now I feel lost. Plans that had been in motion just hit a wall. My dear neighbor had been looking at renting a car for a road trip. We had planned to got up to my home town town 300 miles away. It would have given me a chance to see my bf and my son to get time with his father. That just got shut down thanks to my neighbors doctor saying it was to long a drive for her.

So, now I am stuck unable to do what I was planning. Sadly it was one of the few times I was thinking just about me. I normally do all I can to ensure my son has a home food and if he needs me can get a hold of me. It's been years I have done this. Through hell and disappear I have been there for my son. Doing all I can to be there for him and to protect him. Now when I do for me I get turned down just one little thing but still it was just for me.

Who knows that might be why i got turned down. Why i am being shown a wall.