The Horde

Morning.

There are times I hate the way my mind works. Grant it this was self induced. I got myself all worked up that I was going to be able to go see my man just have a doctor pull the rug out from under my feet. Now, I can not really complain there because the one that was going to give me this opportunity was told "NO." by her doctors. So, I have to accept it, but still does not cancel out my frustration and inner voice saying I could have done more when there was nothing I could do.

The smallest thing can get me to thinking about him. In fact a discussion I had with the local bird this morning did. Started out being grumped at by a magpie. That in turn got squaked at by a seagull. Grant it the seagull has seen me walk the same path for months and knows I don't have goodies but I don't disturb anyone either. The magpie quited and the seagull started its clicks and coos of morning to me. A different bird chittered morning to me there again it is one that sees me daily.