The Horde

Day 3

So much going on. Yet time seams to stand still when I try to do anything just to look up and have the day gone. If it had not been for a friend coming over I would have never gotten as much done today. I sat there looking though boxes trying to figure out if things where needed just to look up and find i did nothing. My dear friend on the other hand swept through finding garbage and other things to clear out.

Yeah a few things might go missing i wanted but in the long run it is probably for the better. I just wish it felt right to do this........

No.... No i don't. It's just so much to take in that I'm sinking in my own thoughts. I'm missing paperwork i need to find but i think that might be becouse it might not be at this location.

Yes I feel guilty not being here for him. Sadly, I could say it was fair play. But, it will never feel that way. There was a time I needed his help and I just got pushed away. Here recently I was in such a deep hole inside I was not able to reach out. Grant it 300 miles apart does not help at all.