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Meth: a Ticking Timebomb Gone Viral

by Dr Gonzo

Rated: 18+ · Book · Biographical · #2258138

This is my blog & my hope, writing daily will help me see my progress and log supporters.

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Kåre เลียม Enga

Jan 23, 2025 at 6:46am
In response to "The Scales of Injustice"

I weight around 80-82 kg. I need to be under 80; ideally 75. I gain weight in Montana, normally lose it here.

I just ate roti (egg, banana).

For 1 baht all illusions are shattered.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jan 23, 2025 at 6:40am
In response to "My Mission"

Ex-pats... I found them a tad offish as well. In Udon we mostly have old (Northern/UK) Europeans... belly to the bar. Not a problem but I don't drink and football all day.

My Thai hasn't improved much but my understanding of the culture has.

One does have to be careful about generosity. It's not perceived the same here. When someone starts to treat me like an ATM it causes me grief. I remember being homeless and penniless. I did not beg for money; others did, but that's not me.

On a sadder note: I fear going back to you-know-where.

Wordsmitty ✍️

Jan 17, 2025 at 1:23am
In response to "The Scales of Injustice"

Your last line says it all. Congrats. Of course, you can always have additional goals, but they shouldn't rule, or ruin, your life.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jan 7, 2025 at 11:31am
In response to "A Prepper Newbie"

The Earth will survive... with or without humans. Perhaps our molecules will recombine into something greater. One can hope for a future regardless.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jan 7, 2025 at 11:27am
In response to "The Perfect End to a Perfect Couple of Days"

Joy in the simple and precious moments.

DLSpirit~writer❄️🙏🌳

Jan 2, 2025 at 9:05pm
In response to "The Perfect End to a Perfect Couple of Days"

Nice take on life and love. Be safe and well!

Kåre เลียม Enga

Dec 11, 2024 at 1:43am
In response to "Getting Away"

Yes, in general, two-three nights sounds perfect. I'm slowing down so "one night" is problematic. See how having a guest goes. I'll likely visit you when I can also go to Prachuap Kiri Khan so please tell me how that visit goes.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Dec 9, 2024 at 9:12am
In response to "Bah Humbug"

I don't like mid-December - mid-January in Montana. Too gloomy and the place is ghostly.

Growing up December was brutal unless it snowed. January was snowier and brighter.

Being elsewhere is fine with me. Thailand last year. Thailand this year.

I don't celebrate Christmas.

Pychotogenx

Dec 7, 2024 at 8:37pm
In response to "Mr Diabetes"

Hey Dr Gonzo. Sounds like you're doing well. Compared to the alternative, I think a little weight gain might be a small price to pay.
Every NA and AA meeting I've ever been to has featured candy or pastries of some kind. I'm pretty sure it just goes with the territory. The last time I used was a pretty heavy relapse in 2018 but I've been clean since then. No drinking or drugging. MAYBE a joint once or twice a year. I stayed pretty heavy for the first couple years of sobriety.

Even today, I have a severe sweet tooth. I can't sleep without a belly full of something sweet. I've found that my body doesn't mind the sugar in peanut butter and milk. I can gorge myself and still stay lean.

I'm glad you and Nada found each other. I look forward to your adventures together.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Dec 4, 2024 at 10:53am
In response to "High Season vs Low Season"

Hadn't thought of MSG and coughing. I don't add salt like many people.

I've had three days of coughing. A bit better earlier today but coughing now as I typed.

High season = must book in advance.

Cooler. High 80s this week; high 60s at night.

February 6, 2025 at 10:11pm

#1083438

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder?

Since meeting Nada five months ago, we haven't spent a night apart...going from go to whoa in an instant. I must admit I am starting to feel overwhelmed by it all.

Don't get me wrong; I'm not complaining (well, perhaps a little), but the constant attention and never getting any 'me time' is wearing down my patience.

Nada's sister has been having financial problems recently, and it appears that her issues are becoming 'our' issues—and this will not do. Yesterday, Nada spent most of the day supporting her sister in court, and while this was a temporary relief for me when she got back, she was morose and silent. It was obvious that things had not gone well for her sister.

As Nada's boyfriend, I feel I must support her when she is feeling down, but this morning, Nada informed me that she had a headache. Her period is due soon, and the pain is probably related to this. It seems every month is the same and is something I am going to have to get used to.

There are other things going on. It appears that sex has become a chore for my girlfriend, and having to book time for lovemaking around her other duties, as well as attending to her sister's issues, isn't helping. I feel less desired than I did when we first met, and while this is a natural transition, I am not one to accept being relegated to the back of the queue. I am the only one who initiates sex, and in my opinion, this isn't healthy for a relationship.

Tomorrow, Nada leaves to visit her family in Roi Et. She will be gone for three or four days. I'm not sure if I should bite my tongue and say nothing before she leaves or share how I am feeling. In situations like this, I cannot help but miss the old days when I dealt with my own problems and took care of myself.

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